TMR
1. Math all
2. ToK

And there, I gave up again, I feel disappointed again. Treat it as exercise, treat it as something that will damage your health.

YOU WILL NOT DO IT AGAIN. THIS IS THE ULTIMATUM.

Haha, you are such a failure. Nobody cares about your fantasies. You are just sick and disgusting, thinking about all that stuff throughout the day like an idiot. Continue being one and regret.

I am just sick and disgusting.

Focus. Finish it first. And then return to find relief.

reflect on the many blogposts

Time to focus, leggo!

Wenn ich doch sie sagen kann, dass sie die schönste Mädchen, ich habe gesehen, ist.

Again, I drew potatoes again. Hate the feeling after it. The next target is to abstain for 1 week.

work on tok hardcore after grab

Imagine living the same day for 80 years and being aware of it. What would I do?

盛唐诗

It is now or never. STOP. AUFHÖREN

I'm so weird. I should just forget about it and move on. But.

It's not that I'm angry or anything. I am annoyed because I'm not used to this kind of teasing. It makes me feel uncomfortable. I want to feel like myself.

Sometimes I wonder why do I feel so weird about things. I get annoyed easily. I give people the wrong impression. 想见到却不想见到。各种矛盾。I should be more self-conscious of the way I speak to people. Sometimes I'm just too arrogant. [2/5/2013]

Yes, today I realised that I always try to convince people in a tone that is perceived as harsh, over-critical and cynical. [7/5/2013]