I'm no saint, but I felt like I know she needed help. She was probably desperate, she may be lying, but if I could have shown her kindness, all will be worthwhile for both of us. To reject any notion that she is in need is truly pathetic, it is disgusting. We are privileged and will never be able to understand her life, her struggle, her yearning for respect and a place in society. To be skeptical is perfectly alright, as long as there is an attempt to a productive action. It's just sick, arrogant and detestable that you show no sympathy at all. Look into their eye's for heaven's sake.

And then you believe nonsense, failing to realise the fallacies of non-explanation, and seemingly convinced. It just annoys the hell out of me that someone your age can't even have the most basic sense of critical thinking. Do you ever think about the meaning of life, the universe and other questions? I fear to inherit indifference.

Today is a bad day. I am annoyed and tired.

But, there are just a few more weeks left. Be steadfast and ready. Finish the book, finish the vocab, organise content for question spotting. You can do it. Wir werden siegen. Do not be lost. You are a failure but accept it. You can achieve your dreams. Get into a dense mood, think. Be ready. Time is running out. Triumph.