Dear Friend 5

Dear Friend,

Today's run was bad, I felt tired too early. There are people who can run really quickly, and I want to train hard to keep my self physically fit. I could do much better, I have much more potential.

When going to the park today, it took me about 2 and a half hours, which is pretty darn long. I was listening to this song, the opening of Shingeki No Kyojin, it sounds pretty cool to me. Initially I felt that there were too many elements to the sound, and I wanted to hear a clearer and stronger vocal. There was a blur to the vocal that was kind of inhibited the feeling of the climax. And now I found out there is german in the lyrics.

I wasted a lot of time, but I justify it for rest. Tomorrow begins.

I was annoyed by pointless questions. They appear as if they know a lot, but they know nothing. Nothing at all.

I feel left out, alone, empty.

I am bothered that I care.

I am awkward.

I am useless.

Regards,
The Retard